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♥ 10:00 PM

i'm so bored in school.
somehow, i suddenly feel i am so insignificant so, was super quiet and you noe, staring into space.

anyway, after that i went to compass to meet the dancers for the concert at 6.30pm.
bus 87 was full of ppl so i took 51 to hougang interchange then to waste time, i took 80 to compass.
okay, then i stood at the same position in front of the mrt entrance for more than an hour and saw yokeling.
we talked for awhile then sms came from charmaine that they are already at esplanade.
i was like !!!!!!!!!.
then i call tzeching and asked then in the end found out that i may be in the saturday slot.
but i thought i'm in the friday slot and i rmb i'm going with charmaine on friday? cos tmr i got church mahh. then very rushy. maybe i really rmb wrongly ba. hahaha. =P
anyway, after today's encounter, i dun felt like going to the concert anymore but ohwell, maybe i felt like going again tmr. hahas.
then i saw sixuan behind me at the bus queue.
bused and went to her house.
she cooked maggi mee for me, that maggi mee so nice!! hahas.
arigatou gozaimasu!! :D

ohya, sixuan, i dunno if u would be able to read this or not but i just want to let you noe that,
i noe that you are quite down recently. somehow, i can see that you are trying to keep it to yourself.
i really hope that i can share that burden with you. maybe, u should just cry it out. i will lend you my shoulder and i'll cry with you. i promise i'll always be there for you. and you noe that right?
just tell me anything and i'll try my best to help you. really.
aishiteru wa!! <3
shit, and now i felt like crying. hahas.

ps. insignificantly small.

♥ 11:11 PM

ooooh. i saw 11.11pm. someone's thinking of me :D
hope so though.

slacked in sch today but did lots and lots of chinese. ohwell, olevels coming, must chiong.
then went macs and chatted.
somehow, i was bored. i almost went crazy.
i think i did. just felt out of place so i kept staring into space.
i hope they didn't mind me. i'm just a wierd wierd person.

tmr is the last day of school but we have extended programme.
haizz.
ohman, my mum's nagging at me to shut down the com. D:

ps. SOS.

♥ 12:28 AM

♥ 9:02 PM

YAY! it's finally after exams!!
went for a movie on friday.
watch april bride.
it's based on a true story.
didn't noe that until the end of the ending song.
it's a really nice show. it's quite boring at the beginning but it's like a story of a normal person's life so it's understandable.
this day is also the first time i stepped into swensen. :D
did not eat anything but i kope from the others. hahas. sorry and thanks! xD
didn't realise it's already 7pm+ so i rushed home.
watched 法医X档案. it's a super nice show and i've been waiting for the encore for like years. hahas.
it started on 1am and ended at 3am. i first time sleep so late lorr. haha.
this case is about a guy who can walk out of his dreams to do what he want.
he killed his beloved in his dreams which means, in reality, the girl he liked was killed by an unknown person(which is this guy).
he didn't noe that until the end of the episode when he realises that he killed that girl's husband and did lots of stuff in his dreams which in reality he really did it. so one night, he jumped down the building because he thinks it's all his fault in his dreams.
in the end, he died on his bed with the injuries he had from jumping in his dream.
this episode makes me dun dare to sleep lorr. cos i scared someone might just walk out of his/her dreams then suddenly appear in my room and kill me. or i accidentally noe how to walk out of my dreams to harm ppl. hahas.

ytd went church as usual.
kind of boring but it's always been like that for my case.
thks vivian that she talked to me and lend me her care bear. :D
sunny is so cute! hahahas.
then watched tv and sleeeep.

woke up this morning at around 10am and rushed to church.
i had to take care of two kids today. one who kept crying for his mummy, the other girl sensitive to noises.
both of them are okay and the girl kept talking to me about some random stuffs which i just smile at her or keep nodding my head. she kept asking me if there's drama today and say she's scared cos the person in the drama will bite her.
i kept comforting her and stuff, hold her hand to make her feel safe and let her sit on my lap as she requested a hug.
kids always make my day. hahahas. they are so cute and fun. :D

ermm, yupp, thks for all the advices and comforts and thanks for those listening ears out there.
thanks thanks thanks. i'm much better now and i noe that you all are just right beside me. :D

ps. i dun want ---!! D:

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